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7 years of missing you
Today is the anniversary of my Grandma’s death. I miss her all the time. I keep asking the heavens for a sign that she is with me, and…
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If words fail you, trying drawing instead
I wrote a letter to a dear friend of mine recently, who was struggling. I wanted the letter to be from my younger self, to his younger self.…
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Today was hard. Rejection
Today was hard. I was rejected twice. But first, my therapy session: I restarted journalling late last night. I restarted journalling and then I restarted my attempt at…
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I am: Ayahuasca Night 2 edition
You are loved. You are safe. You have power. He can’t hurt you anymore. I am a hollow bone for everything that Ayahuasca is. I am ready. Born…
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It’s been a minute
I haven’t written here in more than a week and I am disappointed in myself for that. A lot has been happening. I had another Ayahuasca “retreat” on…
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More ready and prepared for Ayahuasca than I’ve ever been
I am more ready and prepared than I have ever been for this. I have done my best, and that is enough. Could I have done better? For…
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