I got to talk to my Mum how I wanted to this morning. While making my plant medicine brew, I asked her if she would like to smell it. She accepted my invitation and asked me what it was like, if it had helped me. I can safely assume all of this is so strange to her. She is so reserved and straighty-180. She was open and curious. I tried to stay present while I explained the high level points to her. I also clarified that I wanted to sit down with her and Dad and talk about it in more detail, read from my journal. I explained I had a gift for each of them. I had intended to post it and accompany it with a letter but it just didn’t feel right. I told her that it would be an honour if she would do Ayahuasca with me. I could tell she was thinking about it.

I know my Mum will follow me. I have known it for a long time. I just didn’t know-know it. Hindsight and all that. We just didn’t speak the same language yet. Not sure we were even in the same book, until now. I will find a way.

I grew a little bit taller today. Partly from the way I carry myself, partly from my emotional growth, partly because of the love I felt.

Overly exhausted. So many adventures. I showed them all over the place today. Literally overwhelmed with the senses and the sights and the things to do. I am a very good tour guide, if I do say so myself.

Just a little tiny piece of my day, wish I could write more but I am spent.

Lots of love,

Kate