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Today was 10 steps backwards
Today was 10 steps backwards. Two days ago was another 10 steps backwards. I do want to share with you about my guilt trip experience, but that will have to wait. It is astonishing how a certain type of stress can derail the whole operation and put you back so far. It’s the unexpected stress…
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Everything that rises,
Everything that rises, also passes away. – Buddha Literally everything. Kinda morbid, kinda motivating (this too shall pass etc.) but also helps to value the current moment (this moment, these people, this place as it is, is fleeting).
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7P’s: Proper Prior Planning Prevents Piss Poor Performance
Today feels devoid of motivation. Though motivation in its essence is fleeting, unreliable. Instead, it is our habits that get us through each day. Routine is something I have not possessed in this lifetime yet. Keyword: yet My resistance to posting my first blog turned out to this desire to be perfect. Who wants to…
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I found out what I was hiding from myself
Last week I had a dream that I was high up on a hill, away from everything, hiding something in my Ayahuasca blanket. I don’t know what I was ‘away’ from. I don’t know what I was hiding. I don’t know why I was hiding it. I don’t know who I was hiding it from.…
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Denial is not just a river in Egypt
We are going for the trifecta. Three major life event dates falling three days in a row. Today is the anniversary of my abuser’s death. This is the first time I have known this date since it happened. One of the benefits of my memories being wiped. When I found out my Grandad’s death, I…
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Eventually soulmates meet…
“Eventually soulmates meet, as they have the same hiding place” – Robert Brault Today is the day my best friend of 31 years was born. I would be nothing without you. The sister I never had, except better. I love you forever. Thank you for loving me through it all. Especially on the days I…
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I stopped believing in Heaven at 8 years old
I stopped believing in Heaven at 8 years old. While I was at it, I threw God out of the realm of possibilities as well. When my Grandad died, I stopped a lot of things. I stopped my tears from falling. I stopped caring about myself. A distance grew between me and my parents. A…
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