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Change happens ever so slightly
Change happens ever so slightly, you don’t even notice it’s happening, and then, all of a sudden, it happens all at once. Then you wake up one day, and things are noticeably different. Hey Presto! Butter Bing, Butter Boom!! Like magic. Except crediting it to magic takes away the value of your efforts to get…
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Exactly what the doctor ordered
Another day feeling depleted. Another day giving it all I had. Today was definitely on my list for highlights of the year. It was the right mix of chill and activities. An island hopping adventure to this newly developed property. Pay $30 each for 2 hours of sauna, cold plunging and hot tubbing. Time went…
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Boy Swallows Universe
Before he wrote anything, the novel was a headline in the journo’s mind: Boy swallows universe. When those three words came to him, he was electrically charged by them. “It is essentially a way I have honestly tried to approach life: Just take it in. Don’t just write about one thing, take it all in.…
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Worst day of my life
I guess love isn’t enough, not even close. Can someone die of a broken heart? Asking for a friend.
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Piece by piece
“You know the great thing though, is that change can be so constant that you don’t even feel the difference, until there is one. It can be so slow, that you don’t know that your life is better or worse, until it is. Or it can just blow you away, make you something different in an…
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I am doing well and I am very depressed
Two things can be true at the same time: I am doing well, and I am very depressed. It felt really good to admit that today and say it out loud. I have made a lot of progress in the last few weeks, even though it doesn’t feel like that in my day to day.…
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The hardest I have laughed in a long time
Today was a good day. I woke up at 6am, bright and ready for the day. I only went to bed at 1am and so cut myself a break, made my plant medicine and then went back to sleep. After all, my plant medicine works best when I am sleeping. I did have some sort…
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7 years of missing you
Today is the anniversary of my Grandma’s death. I miss her all the time. I keep asking the heavens for a sign that she is with me, and it feels very silent from up there. My Grandma was my maternal figure in life. It hurts to write that, as I know that statement will hurt…