Tag: dreams
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Self-sabotage is a girl, right?
Blogging every day is difficult. It is only difficult because I am avoiding it all day, until just before I go to bed. I am left with no time to think properly. Self-sabotage in all her glory. Self-sabotage is a girl, right? I am exhausted. Life is moving so fast at the moment. More specifically,… Read more
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Boundaries keep you, and the other person, safe
Last night I asked my dreams what it is that I will be taught. I admitted that I felt lost, very lost. I yearned to know what my higher purpose is. I was gifted these answers, though the dream was chaotic. I could tell which way was up still, sure. But it was endless amounts… Read more
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I found out what I was hiding from myself
Last week I had a dream that I was high up on a hill, away from everything, hiding something in my Ayahuasca blanket. I don’t know what I was ‘away’ from. I don’t know what I was hiding. I don’t know why I was hiding it. I don’t know who I was hiding it from.… Read more
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Denial is not just a river in Egypt
We are going for the trifecta. Three major life event dates falling three days in a row. Today is the anniversary of my abuser’s death. This is the first time I have known this date since it happened. One of the benefits of my memories being wiped. When I found out my Grandad’s death, I… Read more